God and I Fighting the Devil: The devil thought he had me, but God brought me soldes

After being diagnosed with multiple sclerosis, the disease continued to progress. I was spiraling downhill. I got to the point where I just existed. Nothing made me feel better. I lost interest in doing anything, and had no motivation. My girls, being my only reason to live, depended on me even if I wasnt one-hundred percent there physically or mentally. MS was ruining my life and my marriage. I was losing the battle. If I cant win this battle, how on earth am I supposed to win the war? I must get out of this depressive state of mind for my family. I couldnt let this disease win. Contemplating life, I finally started leaning on God after dealing with this debilitating disease for so many years.